Sunday, January 30, 2011

dillydallie's v♥lentine it l♥ve?

is it L♥ve??
The lingering question,......Yes, comes to mind as I ponder that question for a few minutes. As far back in my life as i can remember it's ALWAYS been there and has held a special, yet magical place in my H♥eart. I remember the excitement i would feel when i was around it, the love i had for it and all its counterparts. I loved the smell of it, the feel of it. This was definitely Love... and not the kind we describe as puppy love, or fading love, this was the real deal, the love that lasts a lifetime!

As we all know love comes with its up and downs, it seems like a never-ending roller coaster at times...... and this love was no different. When i was young we had a wonderful relationship, i could come and go as i pleased, it was always there for me when i needed it, with no expectations. What a wonderful time in life.
As we grew older i tried to make more of a commitment to it, but i just wasn't ready to settle down. I've always wanted to do a little of this and a little of that, good for some things but bad for others. I had other plans at this point and it just didn't fit into my life as much as it had, or so i thought back then. Looking back i realize it was always there with me. A love like this just never tires.
Weddings and babies and the kind of love, that is unimaginable until you have it, entered into my world and it seemed as though these things may have replaced my passionate love. But once again i look back and see how this wonderful passionate love was with me and how it was always so faithful!
Flash forward through the younger years of diapers and babies and the sparks were beginning to reunite with this love. I saw it in my everyday life more clearly then i had in recent years. I saw this love reaching out in ways i had never imagined, it was starting to touch the hearts of my children, and this was so exciting. I had more times at this point that felt like our relationship was back out in the open and it was wonderful.
At this point we decided to take our relationship to a new level, we were about to embark on a much bigger commitment. Up to this point we had our casual affairs from time to time and i was able to spend days where i was absorbed in this love. But i wanted more, casual flings just weren't enough, i was ready to make this a daily affair and when the opportunity presented itself, i jumped. With both feet i was in, not really considering all my consequences but just knowing how much i was in love, and to me that is all that really seemed to matter.

Love does conquer all, or so they say. Our love went smoothly for a while but as with any good rollercoaster ride you know the ups n downs and the thrill you get from the ride, well this was our experience for the next few years. I got off task many times and wasn't as committed as i could have been but that love always remained. We never tired of one another.
We had what some might call a screeching halt, it looked as though our ride may have come to an end. Things were a blur for a bit but when they came back in focus there it was, the same wonderful love that had always been there, waiting for me with no expectations! Isn't it unimaginable to have something that wonderful, that is always there for you?

Here we are a few years later and we have fallen head over heels once again, we have taken that plunge and raised that level of commitment. I hope that on this latest journey, y'all will be there to see how we endure.......just starting this blog has been a love-hate relationship bender for us.........its been exciting, and overwhelming, fun and exhausting. But here we are, going strong, cupid couldn't do any yes I'd have to say with no uncertainty that this is definitely L♥ve........a love that i want to share with the world! and some really cool bloggers too!
happy v♥lentines day .......
I l♥ve ART!

No comments:

Post a Comment